Is that crying I hear?...I am so freaking tired! Is he really awake again?? Couldn't he just give me one more hour?!
I glance at the clock...2am...ugh! Shit! I guess I have to wake up!
Change his diaper...search for 'my breast friend'. Where is that damn nipple shield?! I panic, my boobs are so sore and if I let him attack them, they will never get better! I can't! I won't! Ah, found it, I was letting them soak. Thank goodness I got more than one, these things are life savers!
We leave the bedroom so my snoring husband can sleep. In the living room, I done the pillow he is now becoming too heavy for and feed him, half asleep.
Nod, nod....shit, can't fall asleep!
Gotta finish feeding...done with that one? on to the other...FOCUS! Gotta keep those eyes open! When will it end?!
Now we burp, 'c'mon, burp for mommy...ahhh, i guess we have to clean that up! Alright, let's rock you, yes, close those eyes, drift into that peaceful state that deludes mommy!
aaaahhhh, am I back on my pillow finally? how did that happen? can I sleep for more than an hour this time???
WAAAAAAAAHHHHHH! Ugh! I glance at the clock...4am...
DOES IT EVER END?????
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